My goshh! I cant believe how fast the time is! I feel like one week ago, i just came back from hongkong and now.. i'm leaving in 6 days! GOSHHiiee! I dont want to leave everybody! Actually i dont want to leave philippines anymore. I want to study here, live here. EVERYTHING! To some of you.. Im sure you guys must have been wanting to get out of this place as soon as possible but for me, NO. For me nga eh, before i travel to another country, i'd love to go around philippines first. I want to go to the places that have beautiful beaches! Historical places! Everything! Hay, im going to ,MISS everything that in this country!
**alryt alryt i'll stop being so dramatic! haha :P
aug 20, 2005
I went to starcity with ana's fam and my sibs. We reached the place around, 7pm alrady. We didnt really ride everything in that place because my cousins dont want to! It was abit boring though, didnt get to ride those RIDES i wanted. :( anyways... itsh owkie. I bought a cap from starcity, ROXy ish the brand (but i guess it's not orig.. :P ehe). We left starcity around 2am already. Was really tirrrred... then before going home we stop buy in the Max to eat. I was very hungry! I didnt really eat properly during lunch. Reached home around 3am already. The day was OKiessh hehe. :P
aug 21, 2005
Early in the morning around 7am, Ana's father woke me up. He was asking me if i wanted to go to the hospital with my brother because my brother got hurt from the rollercoaster in starcity so both of my aunti and uncle wanted my bro to go to hospital to check his neck up. At first i wasnt going to come cuz i was really really damn tired and sleepy, but then i thought of coming so that i can acompany him (wat are big sibs for? :P). We were in St. Lukes for abour 2-3hours already. At around 12pm we left the hospital and immediately went back to marikina so i can get ready for me birthday celebration. After i took a bath, i went to sarah's place to pick her up. Then after picking her up, we went to gateway to meet sheena&kirsty. We told them to meet me and sarah in people are people, eon when we met we went back to marikina. We ate first since i was really really hungry and then after around 15-20mins rhiena and camz came!! Weeeehh I was surprise talaga! hehe anywhooosss after camz, sarah, and rhiena ate the cake we all headed to robinson metro east. We first took studio pic then after that we went with sarah to the parking lot to meet her mom and pia. Then we went to sta lucia and i printed out some pics of me&ARK, me&vlady, camz&rhiena&me, sheena&kirsty&me and had two more copies of the picture of me&camz&rhiena and sheena&kirsty&me so that camz,rhiena,sheena&kirsty would have a copy din not only me! :P hehe. And then we all went and watched SKELETON KEY, it was good! hehe but the best part is.. WHEN kirsty and sheena bought popcorn (cheese flavor) hahaha!! JOWWKK hahaha well it was cuz the pop corn taste GoooHOOODD! hahaha And then after we watched the movie we went back to robinson to take our studio pic. Thank god, camz ran so FAST (hehe) that we were able to get it pa since the store was closing na. Haii.. eon each of us had copy :)!! saya! After that we went home na... ANG SAYA!! :p
Ana was teasing me with this song: Jealous by NINA. It was because of me having a crush on aRK but then the guy likes someone else and everything. Actually the lyrics really matched!
Jealous by NINA.
Jealous of the girl who caught your eye
One of my darker days
When you looked at her where was I
Should have been in her place
Here I'am all alone imagining
What might have been
What could have been
If I have been there
CHORUS:
Jealous of the one whose arms are around you
If she's keeping you satistied
Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and your stars collide
Lalalalalalala, she's a very very lucky girl
Lalalalalalala
Jealous of the girl who won your heart
They say it's a a perfect match
She's gonna get to be where you are
And it don't get better than that
She'll say your fine
Whisper words I wish were mine
What might have been
What could have been
If I have been there
BRIDGE:
And you know i'd fight the good fight
If I thought I'd change your mind
But if she makes you happy
Then i'll leave the dream behind
Man she better treat you right
And give you everything
Coz the moment that she doesn't
I'll be waiting in the wings
(CHORUS)
haiii....
Actually i have to stop this foolishness i have been going through throughout this whole thing. I have somebody for me already and i dont want anything to happen just because of what i have been feeling for someone else. I love what i have right now and i guess i shouldnt give anymore feelings to someone anymore. I, myself dont like to compare two people to see who is better and etc. Basta aRk is just a guy who i met during summer, nothing happen, we arent close and all and what i feel over him is only a CRUSH. I promise to myself and to all of you here, reading my blog to not to have MORE feelings around him. And that's FINAL.
That ^ thing up there, the thing i just wrote, it's just a thing i want to clear to myself.
Alright, I must have blogged long enough for you guys to read it.
CiaOO!
